Indefinite Hiatus

This new year started off very, very rocky.

I got a job in the summer with benefits, but the benefits were taken off January 1st. Turns out the insurance was shit, so I'm stuck with thousands of dollars of medical bills. My new, private insurance is better, but so far the medicine I desperately need probably won't be covered. Already denied once, trying a second time. Cannot afford it without insurance and I don't believe I qualify for any sort of assistance because I make too much.

On top of that, I've alienated a lot of the people I care about. Hooray. Yet again I'm a failure at life. I am so sick of things.

I cannot seem to draw, I cannot do anything right. Best time I have right now is when I'm at work, because at least I fake a smile and everyone thinks I'm happy and such.

I have surgery on the 4th to see how things are doing. Apparently, someone who's only 23 shouldn't be sick like this. Good job, self. I'm terrified to know the results of it. This might be my last year.

So yeah, emotional turmoil. Indefinite hiatus here. Sorry guys, I can't keep on like this. I'll get back on when I'm a bit more stable.